| kilig |
[26 Jul 2009|05:12pm] |
ang kilig nitong song. wala lang. natutuwa ako.
Say it again
by Marie Digby
The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there`s a voice inside my heart that`s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love
Say it again Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there`s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love And it feels like it`s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love
Say it again When you tell me you`re in love�
Say it again
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| happiness |
[14 Jul 2009|06:48pm] |
copied from my blog in multiply
*unedited ito. written at 4:08pm by the 2nd floor rest rooms in mvp* hehe *
I've been reading a few of my friend's blogs for the past weeks and I noticed that most of them were about rants, confusion, or some other problem. Today, I felt like blogging about happiness. (wala lang! haha)
I feel like happiness is something we all strive for. The thing is, we often say that we want to be happy, but do we really know what we mean when we say the word happy? I think that happiness is subjective. So, what's happiness for you?
I'd like to share my definition of happiness. As cliche as it may sound, or as overused may the line be, happiness is the little things that make a person smile. In my case, it's the little things that make me smile. Mababaw lang ako, kaya happiness na yun! Mahaba pa kung isusulat ko lahat kaya wag na lang. Kung gusto niyong malaman, usap na lang tayo! Akala niyo tapos na? hindi pa! So how can happiness be achieved? (yes, may ganun?)
I honestly don't know how it can be achieved, but I believe that it differs for every person. For some, happiness may mean getting what he/she wants, or being with whoever he/she wants to be with. For others it may mean seeing the people important to them happy. Well, my point is that I think happiness can be achieved. yun na lang muna. It can be achieved, because we have to first define what happiness is, and eventually we'll learn to "look" for it.
I can honestly say that even if I've been busy with a lot of things, and some things don't really go my way, I'm happy. I'm happy because everyday, I look back on what happened and I recognize the little things that made me smile. I look for those silly little things or moments which made my heart happy. yehey! Sometimes it isn't easy to actually see those things due to a lot of unforeseen or in Brent's terms, fortuitous events (tama ba?), but what matters is that I try. Wala lang ulit!
Reflective mode lang ako. So, are you happy? what is happiness for you? :) haha! reply kayo para masaya! yey! :)
side note lang: Nabasa ko kasi yung blog ni gretch. ah basta. thank you rin sa lahat ng taong nakapaligid sa akin. wala lang! mahal ko kayong lahat. thank you for contributing to the happinessin my life. (yuuck may ganun!)
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| kilig |
[13 Jul 2009|09:30pm] |
wala lang!
ang sweet ng kantaaa
practice ng aclc last week. sayang di namin nakanta
Pag-ibig ko Hindi ka kailangang magbago Kahit ito'y mas ibig Ko. Hindi ka kailangang magsikap nang husto Upang ika'y ibigin Ko. Iniibig kita, manalig ka sana Ako'y kapiling mo Kahit ikaw pa ma'y mapalayo. Kailan magwawakas ang 'yong pagtatago? Ako'y maghihintay sa 'yo. Lumapit ka lamang ang puso Ko'y hagkan; Pag-ibig ko'y walang hanggan.
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| the climb |
[26 Apr 2009|03:38pm] |
i like the song :)
The Climb
sung by Miley Cyrus in hannah montana the movie
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Whoa a oh oh
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| signature |
[31 Mar 2009|11:23pm] |
kunwari signature sa email pero sa buhay
Margaux Hilary Lim Ngo
child of God
daughter
sister
friend
cousin
college student
Filipino citizen
Chinese-Filipino
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| thank you |
[22 Mar 2009|04:00pm] |
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thank you Jess! It feels great to be part of a community filled with graces. In the last four days, I felt the love and trust of the people in the community.
I now definitely love aclc more :)
<3 Things are possible. :) Today, life showed me that I can achieve a lot of things if I set my mind to it :)
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| welcome to the real world |
[15 Mar 2009|09:31am] |
where pain exists, and ideals simply dissolve into thin air.
where have you been? again, have I lost you?
dejavu. i don't wanna go back to that.
I should be better now. moving on.
AM I BEING IMMATURE?
dang.
if this is the real world, then it sucks.
i guess it's just me.
again.
*emo post* (i'm really happy school's over! yehey! i'm freeeee *no sarcasm*)
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| party people hey! |
[07 Feb 2009|09:50pm] |
SOSS NIGHT WAS FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN! :D
I love soss people! yehey! :))
wala laaaaaaaaaaaang!
I'm tired though. Can I just forget about everything and sleep? :))
hehehe
academically busy week ahead. HAHAH may ganun?!?
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| sa ngayon |
[04 Feb 2009|08:42pm] |
tila wala na nga.
bow.
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| hehe |
[30 Jan 2009|06:50pm] |
active member pala ako ng Psyche..
hehe! sabi nila. COOL! :))
HAHAHA naaliw ako..
la lang.
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| intact exposure trip |
[25 Jan 2009|08:11pm] |
made us all feel better.
we can have whatever we like. yeah! :D
thanks J! :D
**super tiring day (Jan24)
I don't feel well..hay...ok lang..happy heart will do! :D
hakuna matata
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| enough |
[21 Jan 2009|08:55pm] |
enough of this.
drama..more drama..
maybe I'm the only one causing it?
I love my block. period. pero bakit ganun?
Bakit FAIL ako?
pero..hindi ko naman yata kasalanan lahat..o baka pinapalaki ko lang..
masyado akong affected.
I sent an email to our block yahoo group after reading Jed's blog about being envious of block c1..
here..
Hi c2! The school year's about to end. We're all pretty busy with everything that we're doing, but upon reading Jed's post in multiply, I just felt that I had to say something. I'm not sure if this is worth your time, or if this will make a difference at all, but what the heck, I'll say this anyway. I'd like to say sorry. I'm sorry for not being able to keep the bond of the block. I know I'm usually absent in parties, events, "tambays". I'm usually in my org room or doing something else. You all deserve someone better, but that's beside the point. Just to let you know, I've been thinking about how our block is becoming really cliquish, but I'd still like to believe that we can go with anyone whenever. Thing is, I really don't know what to do. It's a failure on my part because I'm usually the one missing too. So, I'd like to say sorry if I tend to just play bridge in the org room instead of hang out with blockmates and be left with the boys. (no offence!) Basta, gets niyo naman diba? I'm sorry for all the failures on my part. I've been working on behalf of the block, but I haven't been able to work within the block. Kahit nga yung Christmas Kris Kringle medyo sablay pa yata? Hindi ko alam. Here I am now, asking all of you. Do you feel the division too? If you do, what would you want to do about it. All I've been doing is to remind people, and post stuff, but now I want to hear your voices. I care about the block, and I don't know what to do, so I'm asking for your opinions. All I could think of now is that we could start again, and relive that "orsem" spirit, that block love we planted in our hearts in orsem in the planning of our exposure trip. Oo, ang babaw pero it's a possible start.. (at least I think so...). I keep on saying I..I.. I...but what can WE do? Particularly, what do YOU want to do? How do YOU feel? I hope you reply to this email. Just express whatever it is that you want to tell the block, or what you think about the block. If you feel that there's nothing wrong, go ahead, say it. If you feel that there's something big that we have to sort out, let's fix it. Just reply here. YOUR opinion matters, because YOU are part of OUR block. :) Sige, emo ako. hehe! I just felt like I had to bring this up..wala lang. I know some of us are planning on shifting, but it's never too late to rebuild or bring back the sparks of great friendships right? :) God bless everyone! I love you all! <3 Margx
I felt so bad that I decided to delete the e-mail from the yahoo group last Monday..
Today, during our intact session... I got pissed off.
Why?
Blockmate:"paano yung grouping?"
Me: "uhm..count off?"
Blockmate:"ano guys? count off or draft pick?"
Blockmates: "haa?? count off?? draft pick na laaang..."
Me: "draft pick? kung piliin mo si A, bet tayo pipiliin niya si B,C,D,etc.."
Blockmate: "di yan! sige..A, B, C, D! Kayo leaders! draft pick! bilis"
A,B,C,D: "aww...huuuuuuuuh?????"
Me: "diba gusto niyo draft pick?"
We ended up counting off.
I was pissed off by the fact that these people won't even consider being grouped to other people outside their clique.
ANO BA?!?!?
hay...
why do I care too much? WHY?
IF IT'S LOVE, it hurts so much...
It hurts so much...
ang bigat ng week na ito. ang dami kong iniisip...
I don't want to go back to who I was before..
I want to stop caring...pagod na naman ako...pero hindi...hindi kaya eh...
If anyone involved would stumble upon this entry, please lang. It's my entry, so say whatever you want to say.
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| today's PS |
[20 Jan 2009|10:36pm] |
forgiveness means that whatever happened in the past will not affect the future.
hindi madali noh?
forgiving and forgetting are two very different ideas.
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| it's complicated |
[19 Jan 2009|09:06pm] |
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Here I am again, back where I was a few years ago.
WHY, OH WHY do I have to care too much?
It sucks that I'm such a needy person.
I never thought that I'd be facing things like these right now. More importantly, such complicated issues. Maybe I'm the only one who's making things complicated? Fact is, it's over. I'm just really thankful that it is. Whew!
Why do I care too much again? Is it love?
Then, why do I love so much? Why am I "loving" people who wouldn't even respond to what I've just done.
I feel like I put myself out there, showed them my soul or something, and what? nothing.
Why did I get myself into this again?
Why am I getting hurt?
Why am I so emotional??
And so my happiness begins to fade away...
Still looking for that silver lining...JEss! HEEELP! My optimism is going loco.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes the bonds just stay there. It's just the way things are, the way things have to be :)
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| boo me |
[17 Jan 2009|03:04pm] |
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i suck as a block rep. why the hell did i get myself into this anyway!?!?
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| falling in love |
[31 Dec 2008|11:55pm] |
this year I fell in love with a lot of people, a lot of things, a lot of events...etc...
:D I'm thankful for this year filled with love!
yun talaga eh!
I guess that's what made my year GREAT! :D... LOVE.
yaks ang cheesy..pero yun nga.
I fell in love again with my wonderful friends...my blockmates..my school...my orgs...
with all the people in my life...again..
with Jess...again :D
with a whole bunch of people whom I've just met! grabe!
This year, I fell in love... :)
yun lang. applicable to many. HAHA! ito yung mas mahalagang uri ng love.. :D
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| school and stuff |
[09 Nov 2008|02:31pm] |
school tomorrow! YAY! time to pull up my grades! I shall make the most out of this sem. WOOHOO! lahat na! bawi na talaga! :)
yay! looking forward to seeing everyone! :D wheeeeeeeeeeee!!
on the other hand, I'm not really sad, but somehow I feel lost? lonely? I don't know.
something's wrong, but I just can't figure out what it is.
I'm a daughter, a friend, a blockmate, an orgmate, an email buddy? a textmate? ...I am...?
I am...confused.
oh yeah, my heart is too. er.?
how am I supposed to feel now?
how do I feel?
wala lang.
Let go, let God.
I shall face things, people, everything, everyone........CORAGGIO!
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| let's count graces... |
[24 Oct 2008|02:21pm] |
It’s not my birthday, but it’s always nice to count one’s blessings, so here’s a random list of things/people/whatever I’m thankful for (I miss these people too..most of them..since yung family lagi kong kasama) … - My family! Fighting with my dad is fun. Hehe! It’s our ‘connection’ HAHA! I love how I can talk to any of them about anything! I love how mom tells me stuff, shares her experiences and all. I feel the love! Nanny, ate Esme and ate Freya included of course! :D Sige, sila kuya danny, kuya tony na rin! Hahaha! - MAMAJAY! I’m glad I have friends like them. Super! These are the people who make me feel happy and special :D super! Mamajay is the group of friends I can never replace. :D - Gretchen! Ikaw lang kasi yung er..15 years ko nang friend? Basta! Through thick and thin…classmates or not…you’ve been there for me. You’re still there for me! I love you! I’m speechless. :o - CLC.(plus hito family) Yes! CLC in general. It’s been part of my life, and it’s the org that keeps me going. It’s home for me. It’s where I can be myself, get teased (an awful lot!), but never criticized. I can feel the love! ACLC rocks! I love how I find great friends in CLC! People here have taught me a lot, and I’m still learning J yehey! - SHOBE! A dream come true. I’ve always wanted a shobe, and J just gave me the best one! :D Although we’re not related by blood, I feel like a real sister! (having met her parents and all..bf much?) I’m so proud of my shobe! - C2! Omigallygas! Grabe! C2! Hahah! I love my block! They’re the people who brighten up my day. They’re a great! A mix of good and bad, of sugar and spice, of everything! Hehe! - My unit! 1C rocks! I love my unit! We’re just really really happy with our group! Andrea,Virginia, Mel, Jo (we miss you..), Jeki, Kristal (we miss you too..), Kyle, Enrico, Lawrence, Jake! YEHEY! We love our guide too, Kim Ko!! :D - Tsayers! I love this group of people! Although our “barkada”(with noni and with the extended..) isn’t very “active” anymore, I know that we still have that bond. Dancing for Jasper’s party was something which made me realize that tsayers will always be tsayers.. Playshoppers! I’m just touched by how we still get invited to each other’s debut even if we don’t talk much anymore. Awww..madagascar 2!!!!!!!! - Prudence/Temperance! Tempe will always be in my heart. They were the BEST class ever. NO DOUBT about that. My days with temperance were the best, and truest days of my high school. I was at my best. I wasn’t afraid to be who I am. I was…myself with them. - Wisdom/Hope – They’ve taught me a lot. They’ve given me a whole bunch of challenges. They’ve made me realize that there’s more to life than what I’ve gotten used to. Despite the pain, trials, etc, I can proudly say that I found great friends in this class. - Akwe friends! Akwe friends are always fun! We don’t talk as much, but it’s great that we get to have fun talks once in a while! :D - DWTL…. It’s thebest! It’s already become part of me. I love how the DWTL constantly teaches me things. It helps me grow as a person. It helps me grow more mature. - Multiply! Nakakatuwa eh! Wala lang! J inordinate attachment. :o - YM at Cell ko! Super super super duper useful! It keeps me connected to people! :D yes, more inordinate attachments K - Ateneo! Yes! Thankful, because I’ve met a lot of people to be thankful for in this school. J It’s the experience that counts Kwento lang!! Number 1: A conversation with my dad “fair niyo pala eh. Bakit ka nagmamadali? May boyfriend kang immeet diyan noh?” “wala kasi akong boyfriend” “alam mo, ok lang sa akin kung meron eh” “haha! Talaga? Gusto mo hanap ako?” Number 2: SMS with someone. “mag-isa na kasi ako kakain” “bakit?” “I was out” “aaah lakwatsero ka pala” “di naman sa ganun” “wushuu..so date? Yihee! joke” “yeap. Cge na nga.” “aha! Huli! Ikaw ah! Hindi ka talaga nagkkwento” *after a while* “date with my laptop” “ngeek!” “ikaw? May guy ka na?” “wala. Mukha bang meron? Haha!” “yeap! : )” “ngek! Eh ikaw?” “Uhm..maybe? no : )” “wushuu bakit may maybe?” “para suspense” HAHAHAHAHAHAHA TATAWA NALANG AKO! J
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| lalala |
[22 Oct 2008|08:57pm] |
i shall get higher grades next sem...grar this sem..
margaux of 3rd and 4th yr...go away. GO AWAAAAYYYYYYYYY
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